Discovering
Her Vocation
"When, in the excess of my delirious joy, I
cried out.-
"Jesus my Love... my vocation, at last I have
found it,
my vocation is Love !... Yes, I have found my place
in the Church and it is You, 0 my God,
who have given me this place. . . In the heart of
the Church,
my Mother I shall be Love... thus I shall be everything...
and thus my dream will be realized!!..
"Considering
the mystical body of the Church, I did not recognize
myself in any of the members described by St. Paul,
or rather I desired to see myself in them all...
Charity gave me the key to my vocation. I understood
that if the Church had a body composed of different
members, the most necessary and most noble of all
could not be lacking to it, and so I understood
that the Church had a heart and that this Heart
was burning with Love. I understood it was Love
alone that made the Church's members act, that if
Love ever became extinct, apostles would not preach
the Gospel and martyrs would not shed their blood...
I understood that Love comprised all times and places...
in a word, that it was eternal!...
Then,
in the excess of my delirious joy, I cried out:
O Jesus my Love... my vocation, at last I have found
it, my vocation is Love!... Yes, I have found my
place in, the Church and it is You, O my God, who
have given me this place... In the heart of the
Church, my Mother, I shall be Love... thus I shall
be everything... and thus my dream will be realized!!!..."
"I
don't hasten to the first place but to the last;
rather than advance myself like the Pharisee, I
repeat, filled with confidence, the publican's humble
prayer. Most of all, I imitate the conduct of Magdalene;
her astonishing or rather her loving audacity, which
charms the heart of Jesus, also attracts my own.
Yes, I feel it; even though I had on my conscience
all the sins that can be committed, I would go,
my heart broken with sorrow, and throw myself into
Jesus' arms, for I know how much He loves the prodigal
child who returns to Him. It is not because God
in His anticipating Mercy, has preserved my soul
from mortal sin that I go to Him with confidence
and love".
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